Dear Bundles of Joy,
Today my doctor came and said that since the FFN came back negative, I wasn't having active contractions, and all my vitals/ blood tests/ other tests are all good, I could go home if I wanted. He left the decision up to me.
One of the doctors had to check my cervix to make sure it was the same as when I came in last Thursday in order to discharge me. They found that it was stable and the same, so the decision was up to me!
At first, I didn't know what to do. It was stressing me out that I would make the wrong decision. If I decided to go home and something happened... it would be my fault. If I stayed in the hospital and nothing happened, then I would've regretted not being at home where it was more comfortable and enjoyable.
After about 10 minutes of thinking about it, Dad and I decided that I should go home. Once we made this decision, I wavered a couple of times, but in the end I felt good about it. The nurses told me what to look out for and to give them a call if anything happened.
So... after 4 nights in the hospital, I was able to break out!!! Woo hoo! I could be home with Dad, Scout, and Ba-ba and Ji-Ji... and my big comfortable bed!
I hope all goes well... I pray to know when to go into the hospital, if anything were to happen.
Love,
Mom and Dad
On this blog, I write letters to my future child(ren). While some might think that writing to a future child is illogical or crazy, I have found that through writing out my thoughts, I am able to cope with my infertility. It is also a great way to express my feelings regarding my faith in Jesus Christ and knowing that God is the ultimate creator and therefore everything is in His timing. It is a great way to keep a "journal" of sorts for my family and me.
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