Hoping...

Dear Bundle of Joy,

Below is a poem (well, more like random thoughts and feelings) about our time trying to get you here. Enjoy!

HOPING

Sick-hoping

Late-hoping

Monthly- hoping

Counting days on

Counting days back

Timing

Happiness, jealousy, sadness when a friend was blessed

Empty

Missing

Yearning

Prayerful

Wishing

Disgust, envy, sadness when someone terminated

Hopeful

Wanting

Not understanding

Tearful nights

Wondering why???

Impatient? Maybe

(trying to be) Faithful

Cramping. Maybe?

Spotting. Maybe?

No.

Not

This

Month.

Bleeding-Crying

Maybe next month.

<3 Mom